Category: What I can apply the seeing seqence to. (Page 1 of 2)

Updated December 6, 2025; December 29, 2025; Feb. 2/26

(Short version far below)

The Problem

I attack my memory and convince myself it must be wrong.

Result:

• I waste a lot of time double and triple checking my memory.
• In order to check, I put myself through a lot of work that borders on silly, or eccentric, or crazy.
• I avoid any memory work by constantly looking for things to discover that I  understand and remember easily.
• I fool myself by calling this learning, but learning requires memory work, which is: I put it into memory by repeating it and testing if I remember.
• I judge memory work as inferior. And so it follows that I feel like a fool when I do memory work.
• I can work hard, and I’m a good person. But I only can do unskilled or low skilled and therefore low-paying jobs for my allowance or my living.
• When I try to get ahead at school or at work, I have to work 10 times harder than everyone else.
• I always feel inferior to others who can learn and work faster than me.
• Not to mention that I often fear or am jealous of them.

The Cause

Not upbringing, not experiences. Instead, psr’s. Psr = inappropriate or imaginary problem solving response. It’s not real solving of real stuff. Ipsr is too long and doesn’t roll off the tongue well, so … psr.

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